Posts Tagged ‘love’

Fancy non porno, porno. Goalz.

Thursday, October 8th, 2015

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It’s hard to be mad at rappers sometimes even tho the shit they be saying can be really problematic (or nah), but I feel their pain. It’s very immature, and they’ve got to be so ego about everything= success. So they say things just to (try to) hurt the ones who hurt them. But if you think about it, they’re putting themselves on blast, and if you’re evolved enough (something you gotta forever work on), the shit they be saying (if it’s about you), wont hurt so much.

I am fresh outta a relationship, and I realized I’m a grown ass woman. I’ve matured in love/life. For the first time ever I’m not hurt or broken by a break up. I feel like I was so lucky to have experienced that much joy and pleasure, and the pain (of break up- not my choice, which also happened two days after my grandma died) was worth it. I’m really more full of love now, than ever before. I used to be like a broken rapper, I’m cold, baby, ice cold. But now, not really, not so much, not at all. I wanna love, and laugh and play, and just, BE. LOVE. Like all the gob damn time. Gimme love, I want it, I want to give it to you, to the world. I ain’t talking about sex, although I love that shit too, I’m talking about the simple act of kindness, and answering bids, and non-attachment, but also, non-abandonment. #hippieshit #LoveSexDreams

gaspar noé compares love to hard drugs

“”Ultimately though, “the best moments of my life have been moments of love,” a rather romantic Noé conceded. “These carnal moments of hugging, kissing, fucking with someone you’re obsessed with.””




I’m Not a Virgin Anymore!

Monday, March 15th, 2010

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage & RLOgarbage


I “officially” lost my virginity when I was 17 years 3 months and 15 days old. Jeff and I had been together for 1 year and 3 1/2 months. I’m going to lay it down just like it happened.
First though let’s get in the mood, ya? Listen to Betty Wright tell her story of a young girl making love for the very first time.

Earlier I said “officially” because there was one summer where Jeff and I were groping and groaning in an old ugly beat up mobile home in the middle of Tucson Arizona. The kind of address where you have to drive to your mailbox, and you can’t really walk to borrow some sugar. It was fucken hot, 110 degrees, outside, and inside the covers. He was on top of me, and then for a slight second I felt a poke go in,(oh man… soo GOOOOD!) and I was like okay that totally didn’t happen, 1 inch in doesn’t count for shit.

The “official” one SUCKED so I actually wish I just did it that time in Arizona. Jeff and I planned to do it for New Years, but then we decided we should have a practice round first. So we are both nervous since we’re both about to lose our virginities to each other in a mobile home in Arizona. I was on the pill, AND we used a condom (smartness.) We didn’t play enough four play because we were for some reason in a stupid rush… it didn’t feel right. He goes in slow, and it felt so uncomfortable, and he goes in again, and again, and then I’m like, “okay I don’t want to do it anymore, it hurts, and it doesn’t feel good.” He gets mad pissed, and I’m like “sorry.” He’s heated. He goes and sits at the edge of the bed, and I start crying. Its AWFUL. He doesn’t comfort me because he’s so pissed about his blue balls, and that I’m upset. We fall asleep, me sad, he mad.
The next day next day we try again, in a different room in the haus. Long story short, we fuck off and on for like two to three hours, he comes 2 times, and we used about four to five condoms. It was AMAZING!!!! We fucked, sucked, made love and had sex in so many positions and so many places in that room, we were so loud, and so quiet. That is the day I discovered I LOVE me some sexytimesss! Yesss!!!!!

The end.

So here’s RLO’s story. It’s short and sweet. Pretty amazing.

The Virgin Killer,
.:drama 4 yo mama:.