Archive for December, 2011

R.I.P. iSCREAMgarbage’s 2010 (’11) Website

Saturday, December 31st, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

Over the next few weeks I plan on killing off my beautiful website that I am so very proud of. Thank you again Ryan Vickers for making it happen. Ryan helped me make my site in 2010, and I never updated it in 2011. I decided for 2012, a year many people are fascinated by, I would create a fascinating or just plain different website than the one I have now. If anyone would like to help me in anyway, I would love your help. Thank you all so so much for reading my zine/blog/website. I don’t make any scrilla off this shiz, but I love knowing that I do have some sort of audience that reads my zine. <3 Here are some screen shots of my dying website... oh how I will always miss and love thee. Please take a look before it is extinct.

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I wish I could get paid for working on iSCREAMgarbage. I’ll keep on keeping on.

Now, ’tis time for me to get ready to go out for N.Y.E. with one of my favorite peeps, Toni! <3 Toni and me pretending we're Ricky and Lucy. tee hee. Drinking out of a pitcher of Mojitos.

Everyone, have a safe and fun weekend, no drunk driving! If you are reading this, you are lucky, you have the internets!

Love and world peace,

I Love Being on Vacay

Thursday, December 29th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

Living the sustainable bum life. I am on vacay with pay, what a lucky ducky. Getting paid to be a bum, sleep late, sleep in, eat in, eat out. Hanging out with my cat, and my cats. I love my life, I love Los Angeles. So much time, and not enough of it.

School starts next week. I will be working full time, and doing school full time, no time to play. I’m making the most of dreamland now.

Here’s this entertaining video/beautiful song via Deja. dejawatercolor


Been watching all of these on Netflix,
Jim Henson’s the Storyteller: Greek Myths
“A storyteller in a labyrinth tells his dog the stories of Perseus and Medusa, Icarus and Daedalus, Theseus and the Minotaur, and Orpheus and Euridyce. Written by Kathy Li”


"A head of "Sulis-Minerva" found in the ruins of the Roman baths in Bath."-wiki

The Armenian Last Named Girl
I was too scared to get too close, he might bite me.

hump day!

Wednesday, December 28th, 2011

Posted by: RLOgarbage

R to the L-O <3333

Occupy LOVE

Monday, December 26th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage via Sara Landas of The Goddess Project

Love me because I love you,
Oosagi! and mi. <3 baby love. my baby love.

Trail to Nowhere?

Monday, December 26th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

Read my captions by hovering over ze photos.

Growing together, like twin trees.

Hairy, furry, Armenianish.

Diggin' deep for my roots.

I signed up with
I found my aunt, her husband, her father, and her three kids. I’m waiting for a reply from one of the cuzzos.
I don’t know anything about 50% of my blood, or my last name, besides what I found on I was four or five years old when all the drama for my mom’s and dad’s mamas went down. My twin and I were innocent, I swear. Anyway, no hard feelings against the gangster pops, I just want to learn about my roots, I want to hear how the women in my “family” speak, and I want to smell and taste the foods they eat and cook.
I love to travel, and ask questions so I figured finding out about my last name was my best option whilst on a mini winter vacation.
I’m in search of my Armenian family.
I’ms a bit sad though because I don’t think they will respond. *Le sigh. Good thing I’m always a happy camper, and I got my mama and her mama.

Wish me luck, please!

Love and World Peace,
ZeBek a.k.a. Rebekah Nazarian
My twin.and.Me. Age 4 or 5.  Why are my sis and i wearing glasses??Haha! I love my mumzies. <3 I'M A NUN in real life.

2001 Snapshot of a page in Ze iSg o.g. zine.


“…You know it makes me unhappy (what’s that)
When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy
And since we all came from a woman
Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman
I wonder why we take from our women
Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?
I think it’s time to kill for our women
Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don’t we’ll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can’t make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one
So will the real men get up
I know you’re fed up ladies, but keep your head up…” -2Pac

The Goddess Project

Saturday, December 24th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

Anytime a friend is lost, broken, or in need of some healing energy I think of my friend Sara Landas. She is very intellectual on many levels in life, a happy soul always on the look out for beautiful genuine connections with humans, and anything life. She thinks a lot, and acts a lot. Right now her and my really good friend Holli Thomas who is just as wonderful, and influential to me, and Ashley Spalding who is just as magical and beautiful, are working on the biggest project of their lives which makes this project very important to me too.

Next year the triple goddesses will be traveling across the United States in a vehicle (that someone will hopefully donate to them.) They will be in search of empowered women to record on film, and show to the world. After my classes end in mid-March I will be joining them for week. I will be helping them with anything and everything including blogging. I love these girls and I am so proud to see them really make this happen for us. Women in the United States, and across the world need Sara, Holli, and Ashley to make this movie, trust.

You can donate to their cause right now and not have to worry about the funds and getting charged until Jan. 31st. We really need to get people on board now, everyday counts and I know they will pour every little bit of energy they have in them to make this the best film possible. I am happy to say that on the first minute of their Kickstarter launch I donated a Benjamin, and so did C. Ann!

The Goddess Project

Meet the girls, click on their names above to learn more.

The Goddess Project

The Goddess Project

The Goddess Project

Press Play

The Goddess Project Kickstarter Trailer from The Goddess Project on Vimeo.

Most importantly though, PLEASE donate to their project!

[From their page,]
For more ways to donate please visit our Amazon Wish List.

Sleeping accommodations graciously accepted through our Couch Surfing Profile or by e-mailing:

We are also in need of a vehicle to transport us across America! If you can help please email

We love you and this planet Earth, please help me help the girls in anyway possible. You can email me too-



P.S. Spread the word to all the baby birds.

Buffalo Girls

Saturday, December 24th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

“Buffalo Girls tells the story of two 8-year-old-girls, Stam and Pet, both professional Muay Thai prizefighters. Set in small villages throughout rural Thailand, the film chronicles these young girls’ emotional and sometimes heartbreaking journey as they fight in small underground arenas to win prize-money to help provide for their families. After many months of training and a long schedule of fights, Stam and Pet fight each other for the 20 Kilo championship belt of Thailand and a cash prize that will change the winner’s life forever.”

Buffalo Girls – Slamdance 2012 Official Selection – Trailer from Buffalogirlsthemovie on Vimeo.

One of my homies, Michael Pierce is a Co-Producer on this film. He is definitely girl power so I know that after you watch this movie all the negative thoughts about this trailer might get cleared up. I really really want to watch this film. So many things go on in this world that we don’t even know or think about. At eight years old I was taking photos with my “expensive” $10 camera, feeding the starfish and seahorses in my fish tank, and sweeping the floor in the kitchen for fun while listening to music. Here these young gals are beating each other in the face and body for money. One thing I do like about this is that I know they’ll be able to kick a man’s ass if they need too. Fuck ya.

God save the queens.


Saturday, December 24th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

God Save the Queens.

K. Flay, she raps, she reads, she remixes songs and videos. It says on her site that she has dual psychology and sociology degrees from Stanford University, and she’s my age. Look her up and watch these vids.

Read a book,
Reading from The Complete Grimm's Fairy Tales, to my little Bebe niece.

Magical Marilyn Monroe Moments

Sunday, December 18th, 2011

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

with Deja Mae Howell, my favorite model/muse.

Today’s shoot was inspired by the woman M.:

Here’s a teaser for fun,

Deja Mae Howell.
More to come.

Click on the photo for more info.

ZeBek and Deja


Wednesday, December 14th, 2011

Posted by: RLOgarbage

Typical night at McDonald’s.

R to the-L-O <33