This video and this song

August 30th, 2015

Acid, Ecstasy, First kisses and Last(ing) Fucks

August 30th, 2015

My Saturn Return- Age 29

August 30th, 2015

My summer be like:

Saturn will occupy the sign of Scorpio from October 5, 2012 to December 23, 2014; and then finishes up from June 14, 2015 to September 17, 2015.

“Depression can be a byproduct of heavy Saturn transits.”

What is a Saturn return?

Oh, and this shit, fuck.
Venus Retrograde: July 25 to September 6, 2015
“Taking final action in the areas of finance and love, however, is not advised until Venus turns direct again.”

Getting Personal

August 30th, 2015

I’m about to put all my shit on blast. Gonna be updating this bitch and I’m not sure where exactly I’m going with it. I do know that I’m working on different ways to heal myself and this blog will be one of my therapies.

Feel free to check my ass.
Tell me I’m fucking up with my grammar and writing, so I can fix it.
Let me know when I swerve outta my lane.
I want to hear when I’m making mistakes so I can live and learn.
Teach meee. Especially when I’m being a problem.

Lez do dis shittt.

<3
Love me because I love you.
ZeBek:.

P.S.
If you read an old post that super sux, which I’m sure there are many, let me know, I’ll update it or take it down! I wanna clean up old shit, but I’m going to move forward for now with new posts.

Current

August 30th, 2015

#2014

January 5th, 2014

Posted by: ZeBek

Here are my favorite hashtags of last year, and words that have affected me since I was born.
I know they are relevant right now because I have pissed people the fuck off with these topics, some of whom are my best friends.
I will spend all year continuing to do my research on these topics and fighting with friends and strangers until we at least agree to disagree and always end it with a handshake or hug (just like in jiu-jitsu).

Main topics

#WhitePrivilege

#MalePrivilege

#WhiteMalePrivilege

#WomenOfColor

The best advice I’ve gathered for you, is, when a woman, especially a woman of color is speaking, or has something to say, YOU LISTEN. You shut your big mouth, and you open your ears, brain, and heart.

It’s my turn to speak. Let me have the mic, and hear me out.
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Other topics

#BodyShame

#RapeCulture

#PoopShame

Human Love & The First American Woman in Space

June 28th, 2013

Posted by: ZeBek

sally

I asked Sally Ride‘s sister a question about the LGBTQ community a week before California made me proud again-

Here’s the full video

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The Things You Can Learn When You Leave Your House

December 21st, 2012

Posted by: ZeBekgarbage

The Maya Calendar and the True Meaning of 2012
The Maya Calendar and the True Meaning of 2012
Los Angeles County Museum of Art
Bruce Love, Ph.D.
www.discovermam.org

Learning how to count.
Counting
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

Dec. 21, 2012 = 13.0.0.0.0

Dec. 21, 2012 = 13.0.0.0.0
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

We are reaching the end of a cycle of 13 bak’tuns and the beginning of the next cycle of 13 bak’tuns in a calendar that fell out of use 800 years ago.
We are reaching the end of a cycle of 13 bak'tuns and the beginning of the next cycle of 13 bak'tuns in a calendar that fell out of use 800 years ago.
Los Angeles County Museum of Art

The Maya People still exist. I’ll show you photos after I return from my trip. I’m leaving for El Salvador on Monday.

That is all.

<3,
ZeBek
Panda-Panda is still alive! 12-21-12

Period Products Post, Oh and a Video I Made

December 8th, 2012

The truth is, I really enjoy my period times. I like knowing I’m for sure not pregnant. I like how horny I get, I like how my boobs look and feel, and it’s the only time I feel emotional- about everything.

So y’all know I use the the DivaCup and I love it, I also use the DivaWash and LOVE that. I use the DivaWash for my DivaCup, sometimes for my face and body , and also for my labia minora and majora.

(Taken from DivaCup.com)- The wash is,

  • Naturally pH balanced.
  • Gentle, fragrance-free formula makes it ideal for sensitive skin.
  • Concentrated formula that helps to reduce our eco-footprint.
  • Made of 100% plant-based ingredients.
  • Manufactured with no animal testing or animal ingredients.
  • Safe for your body with no added parabens, sulfates or petrochemicals.

I use the DivaWash for my DivaCup, sometimes my face and body , and also my  labia minora and majora.

The DivaCup comes with this simple bag,
The baggy that comes with the DivaCup.

so I’m glad that the homegirl C.Ann made this awesome new home for my cup.
Thank you C.Ann for being so talented, and for making this awesome home for my DivaCup. <3 Merci! xx

Here’s what my period looks like- (For best results watch in HD.)

The pretty girl after the puss and blood is Cami. :)

(Screen shot) Instagram photos I took of Cami on Melrose.

(Screen shot) Instagram photo I took of Cami on Melrose.

(Screen shot) Instagram photo I took of Cami in Hollywood.

And here’s what my period really feels like-

Yay for birth control pills!

Smell ya labia,
ZeBek
My PMS face. Photo on 12-4-12 at 8.53 PM

Welcome to the end of 2012, ZeBek! I just taught myself how to make an animated gif in photoshop.

December 4th, 2012

So simple, yet every asshole I know that could have taught me, didn’t.

Fuck all you hos.
Let the gif partay begin.

Love,
ZeBek’s PMS face.